The Waiting Game

We have less than two weeks until Macyn's due date and the wait is driving me bananas! You would think that since I've been waiting 9 months, two weeks would be nothing but the days are really just dragging. Although I am getting excited about Macyn's arrival I am a little hesitant about giving birth. I am a little nervous because of the obvious...PAIN but I also am a little sad that I won't be pregnant anymore. It may sound a bit selfish but I LOVE the fact that it's just me and her and I get to keep her all to myself. When she's born, I'll have to share her with everyone and I don't want to yet. I guess that does sound selfish but that's just the way that I feel! I am a bit conflicted b/c although I feel this way, I can't wait to give Dax a daughter and our parents a grandchild and to share her with our family and friends. I guess I will just have to enjoy these last few weeks of just the two of us while I can. She will be here so soon!